http://www.zippittydodah.com/2020/10/doomed-flowers-fading-falling-and.html

I can't remember how it was that I arrived at the name, Mr. Apocalypse. I had to study myself and my tendencies to see if it might have been something I came up with or something I was told. Thinking about it; it's not my nature to invent terms for people or forces, unless I'm writing a novel, or engaging in literary descriptives in some shorter affair, like this. It seems like I was told the name but I can't remember the scene where it happened. I remember the name coming up frequently during the time I was engaged in conversation with the force and it had a personality to it that was distinctive.

I'm not sure it matters how the name came to me. I've no question in my mind about the existence of the character. Since that period when I had several interactions, there haven't been any new engagements. That is possibly because I haven't taken any Ayahuasca or other psychedelics in some time. When I do... everything becomes incredibly animated and I am resident on planes that are not accessible (so far) to me in my every day walking around consciousness. He has slipped into my mind briefly, now and again, to say something like, “I told you that was going to happen.” Sometimes I get warnings that something really big is on the horizon BUT... so far, I haven't seen it taking place. The Left Coast Earthquake p-e-n-d-i-n-g shows up almost every day. Thinking about it, I went on an internet voyage and discovered this. What is odd about it are his descriptions of a future time and some of it is very accurate. He couldn't have known about any of that.