http://www.smoking-mirrors.com/2021/03/this-is-what-comes-of-living-your-own.html

I've been studying things for some time now. In my altered states, I would study as intently as my perspective made possible. However... the realizations would come so fast and so hard that I soon forgot most of them, in the whirling passage of thoughts that often resembled a stampede in a lightning storm. Then came the clearing sky and that peculiar freshness to the air that seems to be routine following a storm's departure. All was quiet now, the cattle which were formerly thoughts are now marooned in the Chickasaw Plum thickets and chaparral of the subconscious mind. It had become apparent to me that I was getting nowhere past hot and heavy petting with The Truth. You can't keep setting yourself off like Independence Day rockets and expect their effect to remain permanent on the skyline while you are only at second base.

I found an interesting condition that seems to be endemic to dreaming humanity. A certain segment of the readership will, likely, take exception to what I am going to say but I suggest you study it and put aside the mental costs of seeing it to be so, because what are you going to do about it anyway? That's human nature; what are you going to do about it? Probably nothing. Human nature naturally sets aside or ignores most anything that cuts into its pleasure interest zones.

It's the corruption that is the attraction in certain long-enduring behavior traits. Let's see... crackling bacon on the griddle and congealed grease in the aftermath. It's often educational to study what remains on your dish once you have finished eating. Inspired scientific minds will be paying careful attention also to what it looks like after it leaves you. Your body is a bellwether for your spiritual AND material state.