Why did you decide to live this life? Did you come down to be a psychopathic villain? To be an inconvenience to the world? To atone for past wrong doings?

Must be a lot of 'atoners' considering most of the world lives in such miserable conditions.

What world are you living for? This one, or the next one? If you're living for this one, you're gonna be in for a major existential crisis, and I don't care. You are NOT my problem. You are your own biggest problem.

I know a handful of people who are living for the next world. Very Cathar of them. They also have an amazing amount of integrity where they will suffer for doing what's right. I prefer the company of those. I live with one in the same flat, though we do seem to be in different timezones. I think I'm a few years ahead. It's like I live on Mercury, and 'it' lives on Pluto ifn ya ken wha' I mean, but I'll deal.

We are eternal. We come here because we were curious to experience the concept of separation from Source, I suppose. Curiosity. That's the analogy of Pandora's box, AND Eden. I suppose it's the same in quite a few other myths I haven't read, but that would take more research than I have time for at the moment. That's our 'fall', though those who know are in the state of becoming UNFALLEN, for they will have no further need of this HELL HOLE RUBBISH REALM to sort themselves out, I suppose. This is what I get from all my metaphysical and theological research of different cultures, especially Eastern.

I can't wait to leave this perpetually inconvenient, annoying, time stealing POS, and from the looks of it, I won't have to wait much longer.

BRING IT ON!

(The purrfect attitude for current times, eh?)