You made my day

sorry for not writing

I've felt this dis-illionment lately

not sure why

I felt I was leaning way the other way
and that needed re-alignment
because that thought seems self indulgent
just my thought at the moment

Hi

I had my feelings hurt and

I'm deciding when I want to get over it
let it brew or let it go

one of those what stops you moments
going on
not proud of myself for this convo
but there is an age related thing to this
trying to decipher
We raise one of our granddaughters
and she is embarrassed by me and my little stories
that I do not feel comfortable amongst her piers
when I'm asked
"to tell them a story"
not related to the story I might tell them
as in
Is that all you are wearing - a hoodie in this kind of weather
-40 Celsius
and I give them a check list of what you
might need -- in case
So the 50 years between us are
the strange comment was exuded from a small person
as in a monkey
and I at my age
I really don't have to talk and be drawn into something
I got over or thought I got over eons ago

of course there is going to be a mega difference
for my granddaughter
I've been in
who adjusts and what is

50 years in between
the challenge is huge

Cath